Expectation

Homecoming

is so close I can taste it and with that comes this pretty little picture I paint in my

head...

My little family all dressed up, waiting oh so patiently on the man of my dreams to walk off that bus! N not having one meltdown or smudge of dirt on him, M snuggled in my arms waiting happily for the Daddy she has not met, and me in my dress looking smokin hot... We both see each other at the exact same time and meet in each others embrace, it really is lovely!!!

Then ReAliTy sets in

and I know that N and M will be cranky from waiting or from not getting the sleep they both need b/c we are waiting!!! I wish I was about 25 lbs lighter (but that ain't happening...) I wont see him until he taps me on my shoulder and when I hand him M she is just going to scream!

I hope that doesn't happen!

I am not sure how N is going to react and that ScArEs me just a little!!!

But none of that matters b/c all I really dream about is having J home in my arms... so homecoming expectations are really a moot point,

I really only have one

and that is him

HOME!!!